i waited for rihanna to come into my life since

2013 more so since 2014 but if you count dreams wise since i was 5... i had a dream me and her played in the snow she i saw she was like suzi from rugrats and i always wanted a good friend like her but red haired april the tmnt toy i wanted her as my wife later i saw gaara i wanted him as my husband lol and 2010 i got that rihanna sex dream on a valentines day then 2015 i saw i love the way you lie rihannas music video and it all added up shes beautiful no matter what colors and sizes now its the end of 2019 i feel like since i only saw 2 rihannas higher and lower the 3rd one i sensed recently must be the one from my dreams shes like me a ton sweet and i recognize her i feel like i just got in touch with the real reincarnted her but shes super nice too like the higher her some i want her to be more comfortable with me im glad she didnt contact me before now cause i sent her some pretty sad things when i thought the lower monster was her but now i know thats not her and now i know heaven connected more much more stable as ever llol so its very nice times living life now so dont have any death wishes Your gonna have fun here usually if you die you come right back here anyways cause to find joy here more stable you know the heights are super enjoyable 2014 is when i found out she was my twin flame for the record i never hurt her back when i thought she was the lower one but that satan doesnt really exist it just mirrored my reality because my vibration was low now its super high and i cant leave life ima try to live past the limits i wanna make a song like this

i mean my PAST sorrow probably wouldve really hurt the real her

i dont want that take note of my channeled song

"bangin forward dont even come yeah huh hmm not it higher and high up and they holdin us back and higher not head noddin high and upppp and boom onnnnn mountain back no not gone oh yeah all win oh yeah no goin in bad head"

i started making music in 2012 after seeing my first vision awake i met my higher self skyst he was super nice back when i was 17 and when i was 18 i made music cause he told me to and i gave permission that i want to channel them higher ups and ,y higher self is super funnier and always happy sometimes he goes inside me just to laugh (makes me laugh as him then pauses looks at me and then i laugh lol)

but the hillarious thing was i hadd no idea i sang stuff in english lmao

i had no idea i was channeling i just wanted to start with melody

baahahhahah