August 10 2019
i miss my uncle sooooo much he died very recently but every time after my loved ones die i have dreams about them where they arent really dead so BELIEVE IN the after life cause i know his soul rests in peace 📷<3 love you pray for my aunty shes alive i hope she finds comfort in his presence brings comfort to me i cried about his death but the r.i.p. loved ones always send me comfort and dont want us to hold onto grief as hard as that sounds their ghosts do make it easier to cope for me so why not everyone ? i miss so many of my loved ones and i wish i could keep people in my life alive on earth i dont understand death yet but i know hes in peace i can feel it
Sep 19, 2019
i think azrael is my uncle lindey who died recently since they said paint him with a similar mustache and red skin but they said to draw him with jesus hair what do you think?
is amazing i sense he lives on and hes so helpful <3
Karen: You Azrael the arch angel = my Uncle Lindey RIght?
Azrael: Yes you did good, I believe in magic is real and did you know Aunty Popo still does miss him dear.
Karen: (my aunty popo = his wife)
Azrael: Put eternal! There ya go
Karen: how are you doing up in heaven
Azrael: I miss her and my kids but not only them but other than that im doing fine and up high to see how i see, want to?
Karen: i sense you see you are unlimited in your power
Azrael: thats a piece of the higher self you haven't got
Karen: i have it now thank you i feel the infinite and its love
Azrael: id love to be your spirit guide and all but i also have got to move on
Karen: You wish to reincarnate? you mean already?
Azrael: Yes well i had to go back down there see i have more uncompleted missions to take part of but for now talk to my higher self.
Karen: SO you are with aunty popo's higher self
Azrael: Married eternal yes
Karen: tell me more are you with her the one on earth?
Azrael: YES she has married me and for so long longer than our earth lives
Karen: does she sense you
Azrael: Yes i told her she has me even though im dead and did she hear me? YES she often feels my vibes i got her not to only cry about me leaving but you see im not really that gone am i?
Karen: No :)
Azrael: good now you sense i want to fly and karen you can
Karen: idk how to do that yet but im sorta afraid of heights anyways lmao
Azrael: its ok take that journey into more powers as slow as you wish
Karen: i have an open mind when it comes to the law of attraction i know theres huge possibilities when it comes to as we all upgrade into more expanded consciousness (expanded into positive power) we can too upgrade our bodies... if i had a choice i would fly later but only cause i wanna focus on inner things to learn first like experiencing real romance without needing to fly to impress them lol
Azrael: i see sense this next ?
KAren: You mean i can have a sled?
Azrael: reminds you of someone?
KAren: the first dream i had with rihanna was actually when i was in grade school i had a dream schooll was canceled cause of snow and we played in tunnels of snow we made and it was alot of fun snow balls and i think another dream we were on a sled sliding down a hill
Azrael: I sensed you needed further memory assistence so did i help you then?
Karen: yes and now i feel im big as in expanded like the highest self of me is in me
Azrael: did you know you really are kurt
KAren: yes i know
Azrael: did i have a good life with your aunt? i had ups and downs but i can see i dont regret living with my eternal wife popo her and i making kids and etc having fun on bikes you rode them yes and other dreams of many tales await you and they await everyone. Did you know we sense how youve grown since you were kurt and thats good
Karen: i see me as in younger me and kurt had very similar views i read his online quotes.....some stayed the same but im not into hating now... nor being suicidal....
Azrael: we are very pleased to see you grew too
karen: i love you
Azrael: you will meet me again in this life of yours note i will be younger than you
karen: ok :) im happy for you is aunty popo going to live a while?
Azrael: she keeps seeing she has limited time here but that she will live here for everyone her way which is to expect unexpected blessings too some expected she does know which she'd rather take
KAren: what do you mean?
Azrael: She'd take blessings even if they unexpected she loves you and your family too much its her family too thats why grief in the end won't kill her. She feels she has to stay strong enough for family which is why we grant you a wish,
Karen: send her my love i love her so much and send it to everyone at the rightest best times say its from me but get everyone to join in on sending earth love and beyond earth as well
Azrael: we have your wish to be granted
Karen: i trust yo guys
Azrael: you sense some anxiety? let it go
Karen: i did :D !!
Azrael: To teach that to your mom you feel if she read your work she would know what to do
Karen:did she
Azrael: KAren YES she loves what you do which is tr to help people live more cheered up and feeling better.
You even wish the best lives for everyone.
She is outside very kind to you she knows your inside is good
she tries her best to send must you forget about her being depressed
shes trying her best to grow inside and she feels lucky she has your daddy
so try to help hear her sing to you sometime
Karen: I love you mom you dont sound bad singing I love you you are beautiful i know you should have fun tryin to make music but do what you want just love hearin people sing its awesome
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