Which Jesus?

idk why i lost enough faith in my vibrations being high =lost faith in being happy and on that amazing other level... so i cried and heard demons i then wondered is the bible legit more than abraham-hicks then? but all i could feel was rage cause jesus did seem demonic too until i saw kurt cobain look at me in his eyes teary they were he touched my heart and said "im jesus" which = i am too but that belief alone is much more happy than trying to connect to the bible jesus for some strange reason it doesnt take me to a perfect man..it takes me to a monster.... so when connecting to jesus dont connect to the lower jesus or lower forms will try to mess with you you have to connect to the highest in vibe jesus as reality ..

the jesus of the bible one doesnt go with my standards most of the time when it involves so much depression...from his rage that s#it anit right so

focus on highest selves instead cause that will get you more happy when it seems they went away do not fear

mine at first went away after i felt I CANT RAISE myself (emotionally) and i do believe they teach by us raising we can hear them true and best vibes come with it but i think i just needed to see kurts star eyes tonight cause it gives me less doubt

i know angels so good can come down to save us from the lower entities even though they want us to think positive to get to them when it comes to it just its so important to believe in the highest selves as us really cause i am not a christian i am free from hell beliefs for my fellow humans ,..i want all to rejoice You know? i feel like im more perfect with love than the bible says jesus is....now that ive grown so much to be real love not the punishment = love kind of bs those are way different than eachother real love vs punishment

in other words after i believed kurt i felt way better